Monday, May 16, 2011

The Price of Progress: The Sense Left Behind

by: emily ishimatsu

There once was a small boy, in a nameless town, who came across two pennies in the dirt. Bending down, he took the shiny pieces into his hands, carefully rubbing them between his soft fingers. He felt the cold metal on his skin. He closed his eyes, and imagined a time far distant when he would live in the remote cities his grandfather had warned him about, the places where this polished power came from. Breaking from his trance, he tucked the pennies away in his pants and quickly turned to run home.

Many years later, the same small boy had become a young man. Advancing in school quickly he travelled to a nearby province to educate himself. He took classes in Economics and Finance. He soon understood the world in numbers and figures. He had felt many more pennies by the time he was handed a diploma and sent away. Soon he feel into the work force, racing to the imaginary finish line of success like his peers.

As his middle age approached, he found that little had changed since his graduation from school. It had been many years since he had seen his true home, and in a fit of desperation he tracked a plan to visit the vast fields of his youth. But deadlines came, children got sick, and the car broke down. The middle-aged plans to visit his home were washed down the sink with the mornings warm milk and soggy cereal. His life was a tape in a player and he was watching the scenes pass in a blurry haze. His brain fell in slow motion, while his body learned to work double time to compete with the artificial intelligence next to him.

Years passed before he could blink, and soon his children were grown. His work soon honored his years of service with a small service, serving watered down punch and cookies with too much frosting. He took his box of brown belongings, practical appliances that made his worthless job easier, and went home to place it in the basement with other old books no longer in use. He filled his days after this in constant battle the new “toys” his kids had gotten him for retirement. They were too small for his liking, too cold, and had too much detail. They cost too much money, and they did him no good besides isolating him from the people he once held firm conversational relationships with. They reminded him of the cold pennies he had found once, as a small boy, in an alien world.

Aging in wisdom, the now elderly man was soon confined to his room. Laying for hours with the blur of people passing him, he retreated into his mind, imagining he was on the trip he had once planned to visit his old home. He was constantly brought back to reality, still as he could hear the eerie sound of electrically generated waves that were supposed to help him sleep, the air conditioning turning off and on, and the hum of the computer as it slept in the corner. He could no longer here the laughing of children, the pitter patter of little feet on the floor, or the soft falling of rain. He lived in a corner of the world devoid of the natural sounds he once enjoyed. The lights around him dimmed out the stars at night, keeping him safe from the self-induced dangers of the modern world. As he sat there, a tear slowly ran down the side of his cheek and onto his shirt. His small grandson, glancing up from the electronic device permanently glued to his hand, seeing the emotion walked to his bed side.

“What is it papi? What’s wrong?”

Slowly, the weathered face donned an expression of great concern. A frail hand extended from the covers holding something he signaled for this youth to see. He opened his mouth to speak to this child, but a sudden burst of wind came through the curtains and the boy turned to look. As he rotated back to face his grandfather, he recognized the cold touch of death upon his face. A shiver passed through the boy as he moved his eyes down to see what his grandfather had been holding. The anticipation he had once held was soon lost when his search was rewarded by a mere two cents. He looked down to see the open hand on the bed, cradling two old pennies. He picked them up, and although it was barely worth the energy spent moving them, put them inside his pocket.

Friday, May 6, 2011

b.R.o.K.e.N goodbyes

by: emily ishimatsu

dead as a doorknob, and doorknobs are dead.
but not quite as dead as the words in my head.
i pace back and forth around what to say.
to hold you and keep you here day after day.
but all things aside, i don't think i could hide.
the look on your crushed face as you cried.
"don't patronize me!" you screamed with your eyes
finally you see, i've never been great with goodbyes.

Monday, May 2, 2011

4am. SPAM.



by: emily ishimatsu

aWAKEned at dawn to a fiery sun,
jump out of COVERs, all wickedly spun.
dash quickly through each separate room,
FROZEn quite rigid at a sight by the broom.

and there QUIETly, slowly twitching alone
was a CREATure no mortal man would condone.
a match locked thru sight, creates PAUSE.
each muscle contracts thru UNITEd cause.

thus began war with an ARMORed beast
DRAWn to the kitchen by 4am feast.
a shoe in one hand and a CUP in the other
if only in house we'd kept a BRAVE brother.

through TRENCHes of tile
zoomed world's FASTest mile
and ESCAPEd fate for the day
one more night in FORCEd stay

never FREE he will be--
once made KNOWn by me.
there ends MEALs made of spam,
eaten by roomMATES at 4am.

Friday, April 29, 2011

sandy feet.

by: emily ishimatsu

A newly found freedom;
moving all round.
a polar from boredom;
creating loud sound.

She learned from her brother;
two years above.
and practiced walking to mother;
caught arms of love.

And so years progressed;
initial lacked grace.
feet often quite messed;
with a sandy lace.

The pattern wore on;
through to the end.
the sand never quite gone;
a life to commend.

And as she passed through
those pearly gates,
her life each soul knew,
saved moments fore lates.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

we plead the ninth

by: emily ishimatsu

i often dream, late nights alone
that i could have more lives to live.
perhaps one day to take life on loan!
three, or five, ideally nine they'd give.

ah, yes! to have 9 lives, just as a cat.
what glorious idea we have in that
to live all sides of every hope, dream, wish.
a full array of lives consumed on 'ere dish.

the first one, of course, would follow God.
to preach His name in distant lands..
convincing man true fact on earthly sod
carving hope in human fate with mortal hands.

secondly, quite naturally, to serve our nation state
to carry honor, glory, faith on missions dispelling hate.
what greater unity, brotherhood there could be found
than sharing blood, and sweat; contemplating whispering sound.

continuing on to number three, the only reasonable stir
would be to heal the flesh and bone of mortal blood can
through books and notes and knowledge known of thus doctor.
each plague therefore, disease discovered curing human.

running forward, number four!!
walking on the moon out a spaceship door.
jumping, twirling, hearing Houston call
to see the world, earth so relatively small.

landsliding down, we hit number five.
recreating nature, people, hope-joy-fear.
a life by brush and crayon makes hard survive
but price it's worth, creating silent human tear.

slowing down now, number 6 collides
seeing cultures, people, all new scenes on new sides
traveling round, the world's a home, learn'd 7th tongue
to take pen or vocal words creating peace among the young.

quite cautious now, we greet number 8.
one final chance to save our human race
we run for office, no one hears, such fall of state
is wisdom lost, shadow pass, we bow our head, hide our face.

with added grace, we embrace the ninth.
our body's old, and slow, in natures secrets now hideth.
build a home on gradeur peak, garden, trees, seek family.
the final stretch is gently lived, with clear eyes we now see.

a gentle shiver pass, final evening fades.
memory reducing pain of life, joy cascades.
conclusively mattering not the road we chose to walk
for impact most was passion felt through talk.

one final wish, we grasp for air, in softened strain
would be to find contentment here and never more complain.
for thus is seen, living just one life is plenty fine
instead of ever constantly trying more for nine.